December 17, 2011

jdoh xkn lry ke mne....



           hry nyh aq cm pnt gle kot..ta taw la nape..na kte byk xtvt smlm, cm ta sgt la..but aq byk bjalan kot..n then..tdo un lmbt gk..wu y pai trsedar dr tdo 2 kly aje..kol 6 n kol 7.15..nsb sdor 7.15,smpat ag na solat subuh..law  ta..hampeh..hah..act, plan na kuo bnda nan pnaz n su..wu y aq tido pas subuh wu sek trjage aje..sbo aje..but tade un msj dr dowank..huh..tido ag la wu..kmpem..last2 pnaz bgn ckp g kol 12...gle lmbt..aq da la bgn kol 9 lbh..tp tape la..dpt gk aq stdy sket2....


            act..aq ta taw un na bly pe g bnda u..sje2 kot..nan bnk in wet tok faez n byr alek wet bpk aq..wu jek la..hah..tamo abesh an wet un...tp y aq ta skenye nyh..g bnda u..ad jek y wat aq ingt dy..g tesco jek la tade bnda aq ingt sgt..si syidot ajk mkn at T.G corner..aq ta taw un kdai wu..then ble g..omg!kdai y aq slalu mkn nan dy..y ad nsi aym sedap uh..act..twingt kot..mam abc sume at c2..lalu ne2 kdai y aq pna singgah nan dy..jln2 nan dy dulu mse awl2 knl..tuhan aje y tahu pwasaan aq mse wu..sday sgt!tp aq ta ckp un nan dowak..aq diam  an aje n wat2 ktawe..byk sgt aq ktawe..smate2 na ilg an pwasaan sday aq wu...tp jaoh dlm sudut aty aq...”I MISS HIM SOOOOO MUCH!!!”...rindu aq at dy wu mang sgt2 ta trbyg..ummm...


             ta lme un aq at sne..dlm kol 5 4 wu da grak alek uitm..ad la aq bly mkn nan sehelai bju!hehe..kaler oren..mle2 aq na bly kaler kuning cntek kot!mnyale!but ble try,ktat la plak..n ble na butang bju uh..oppssssss!trcbot butgnye....omg!gemoknye aq..haha..mang sengal y tramat kot..ad ke ptot?aq un cuak gle..bly bju kaler len n twoz bla..haha..sengal knnn?hah..


               mlm td aq dok sbok aje tnye shaz nan fai cne na maintain single..aq nyh an ta kuat..mang la aq syg ag at dy..tp aq kdg2 sng sgt sgkut dgn pjuk ryu laky..n kdg2 ta pai aty ble owg mlamar aq n aq na tolak...btol ckp pqa..aq nyh brany n ta serik...sbnrnye aq jenis y ta leh single..wlau aq ta syg owg wu un..jnjy aq ad kapel..syg uh blakang cite..tp ckunk aq tamo ag da..aq tkot lau aq syg sgt2 ag at owg..wu y aq tamo bg hrpn at ne2 laky..ble dowank strt cm gaye na usha aq..aq twoz tuka topik..hah...aq syg dy ag la..n lg stu..ckop la da 10 nyh...ta yah la twok sgt jd pmpuan..aq kna kuat!


               Ntah npe la kpale aq sket gile kot..twok gle..mcm na pitam un ad...saket sgt3...aq ta thn gle..ble aq pk2..myb Allah na ampun an dose aq..wu aq sbr jek la..ble ta thn wu..aq mkn ubt twoz ingt na tido..tp ta leh..tbe3 tringt at dt n pe ag..mncurah2 la air mte aq nyh..pe2 jek y aq pk at otk aq nyh..pai la aq trtido...n ckunk aq trbgn bap dgr byik alarm aq set td..na solat isyak...ble tgok phone ad la bbrape mskol n msj...n msj uh dr faez..he said..”salam..yen..td roh kem slam at ko...”..omg!btol ke pe y aq bace nyh..ye..dy km slm at aq?ya Allah...ntah npe aq epi sgt..aq mang na sgt taw sal dy tp aq ta brany da..tkot sday...ble ad kabar..cm epi sgt..”alhamdulillah..sudi jgk dy kem slm at aq..ingt da bncy ad da..thnz faez...”.....tenang sket aty aq... “ala...lau jdoh ye ta an kmane....”...insyaallah faez..aq sntiase bdoa tok wu...aq ikhlas syg an dy..dr awl ktowank knl pai ckunk..n aq sntiase bdoa y dy akn brubah..jd seorg llaky y baek..lau bkn tok aq un..tok dry dy sndry....dn aq brubah jd lbh beq....insyaallah..seorg pmpuan y beq...aminnn...alhamdulillah......



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