December 25, 2011

yeayh!at uma da...heh



             Hry nyh first day aq at uma..but ta la dok uma sgt..um..act..bgn2 tdo aje aq cm da tachink..bap aq mmp dy..ummm..wndu sgt2 at dy..cm na nangis un ad..yna..kuatknlah hty n dry ko...sabar k...knape la kerap sgt aq mmp dy..sbb aq trlmpau wndu at dy ke?ya Allah..btol ke dy skit un ta windu aq cm aq windu dy?ya Allah..tnangkn lah hty aq nyh..

              Hry nyh aq tlong myra..dy soh aq kje at kdai mk dy bap jehan cuty..jiran aq..aq un ta esa la bap aq mang da bse tlg dy..tp hry nyh nan isnin aje la..mls na kje sgt..bap na tlong mk aq aje at uma...at kdai, cm bse la an aq kje..nseb la ad remy tlong aq nan myra..law ta sush gk la..bap rme gk la owg dtg an..ta ckop tgn kot..dgn owg wat air un tade..hampeh tol..huh..y si myra lak sek tnye sal amen aje..mlu kot aq..da dy ckp2 nan remy lak uh..mgkok aje..

            mse da ptg2 wu,si myra ajq aq g kdai abg dy anto brg..mle2 dy na ajk kak ana..tbe2 dy usha aq lak..aq un..pe ag..na jgk!last2..aq y g nan myra..na jmpe amen!huhu..segan kot..aq un dy aje at sne..ta tgor amen..amen un diam aje..aq un lalala..aje la..huhu..leh plak dy smok dpn aq..taik!ta suke3..tp aq ske dy..huhu..act..law aq ske mne un..tp dy smoke,awl2 aq da rject..haha..nga lpk2 un..tbe2 kak lis ckp aq mkin kuwoz da..aq senyum aje la..then dy ckp..jgn la frust3..hah?kak lis taw ke?mlunye..aq diam aje la..sengih aje..hah..

             mse on da way alek wu,aq sek cte sal dy aje at myra...pai myra ckp..sush sgt ek ko na lpe dy..aq tnye la npe..bap aq always cte sal dy...ko syg sgt ke nan dy?myb bru2 kot...ya Allah myra...aq syg sgt2 at dy..pai ckunk..wlaupn da lme aq ta jmpe dy..tp hty aq nyh msih ad dy..bsr ne dy bnci aq un..bsar mne dy lpe aq un..aq ta pna lpe dy myra...aq sntiase tnggu dy..n aq sgt2 brhrp y pnntian aq nyh ta sia2...law la aq leh ckp cm wu at myra..tp aq ta trdaye bap aq tkot aq akn ngis..sume owg myb slah an dy..tp aq ta slh an dy sume..bap hnye aq nan dy aje y tahu cmne hbgn ktowank slame 6bln...

              "roh hasman..andai ko alek ag at aq..aq jnjy ta an wat ko cm dulu..aq akn jge ko elok2..aq ta an mrajuk2 ag..aq akn hrgai kasih syg ko at aq..aq ta akn abaikn pwasaan ko ag..aq windu ko..aq windu syuman ko..aq windu ktawe ko..aq windu suare ko..aq windu na tngok mke ko..aq windu kasih syg ko..aq windu nakal2 ko..aq windu btape caringnye ko at aq..ya Allah..knape aq ta nmpak sume wu dlu?knape aq abaikn dy?kasih syg dy?knape aq dgil sgt?knape aq ego sgt?tp aq tol2 syg at dy..seikhlas aty aq..cme aq ta taw na tnjok cne..ya Allah..jgnlah ko ilangkn pwasaan aq nyh...dktknlah hty aq dgn hty dy..n hty dy dgn hty aq..n kuatkn lah hty kami dgnMu...aminnnnnnn......"


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