December 21, 2011

sbulan da......



           20.12.2011..hry nyh gnap la sbulan aq single..kjp la jgk da sbulan ek..aq ase cm bwu smlm aje aq clash..cm bwu smlm aje aq dgr suare dy..cm bwu smlam aq tgok mke dy..cm bwu smlm dy snyum at aq..ya Allah..aq sgt2 rndukn dy...trlmpau sgt..kuatkn aq ya Allah...mnghadapi dugaan Mu ini...dn dlm sbulan nyh jgk mcm2 da jd dlm idop aq..brubahnye aq..mgkin ta la mndadak..tp sdikit sbanyak ad jgk prubhan dlm dry aq nyh..aq na try gk ubah prangai aq..tp cm sush..prangai an..dry kecik kot cm wu..wu y law na ubah uh sush..bbrpa minggu sblm nyh myb aq look cm tade life lgsong..pkaian ntah ke mne srabainye..dgn mukenye lg..dgan mkn mnum..pwangainye..sgt2 twok..bak kte owg cm owg maty laky..haha..sdgkn..tunang un lum..lg la na kwen..hah..but act..owg y kte syg sgt2 an..lg la bnda nyh cm blaku mngejut..tbe2 aje aq d tggl an..tnpe skit un rse simpaty..mang sgt2 brt aq na trimenye..tp lme klamean..aq try jgk..bkn tok lupe an dy slamenye..n bncy dy pe sume..juz na tng an dry n stop pk sal dy wat smntra..bap aq na focus at stdy..but..syg aq nyh at dy..skit un ta pna brubah..sme aje dr dlu pai ckunk..pai owg tnye if dy alek smule at aq..aq trime x?..aq jwb jek la aq trime..da aq syg ag at dy..tp dowank mrah lak..ckp la y dy da wt mcm2, ta an sng aje aq maap an..mang la ase sday uh ad lg..pe y dy da wt at aq..tp ntah npe aq ykin sgt dy len brubah..aq knl dy cm ane..wu aq ta slah an dy..aq knl hbgn aq cm ane..so..aq ag knl dy dy owg len..if owg len na bwok an dy sgale bgai..aq ttp cye at dy..myb mse aq mrh..aq smbur mcm2 at dy..tp tgh mrh..mang la..lg la kna hasut nan owg2..lg la naek antu aq..haha..sengal ek..tp aq da blajr dr pe y jd at aq nyh..mang btol ckp mk..bgos pe y jd at aq nyh..at least, aq taw ne silap aq..aq taw pe y slah..pe y btol..n insyaallah..aq ta an wat ag n brubah jd lbh bek ble brhubungan next tyme..aminnnn....


           Mang aq na focus tol2 at stdy skt nyh..mang ta pk un na kapel2 ag kot..da serik..cme aq still ad la kwn nan laky..just wt teman aje..ta hrp lbh..n aq un la hope dowank cm wu gk..aq syg kot ble da kwn lme..then kapel..bap pna jd dlu an....ag un..aq ta na la kcewa2 ag la sgale bgai..pnt wo...aq na score 2 sem nyh..hopely la..ye la..aq pnye pointer un ta sbaek mne an..na gk ase grad dpt pointer above 3.5..bngge la jgk cgpa dpt 3.5 above..hehe..wlau un ta dpt naeb censelor an..huhu..pnaz la dpt..wu la yna..ta blajo btol2 dr awl sem..pdn mke..huhu..bcinta aje..pe dpt?dpt mrane ad la..kcewa sne snyh..laky leh bg ko pe?sekse jiwa ko aje..tmbah dose ko aje..beq ko blajo aje la...ta lry mne jdoh ko wu..law ko kejor cne un jdoh ko uh..law Allah ta izin an..ta an la dtg at ko..so..serah aje sume kt Allah..dy aje y tahu pe y trbeq tok kte...aminnnnn...


           Hopely..roh hasman bin roh haily dlm keadaan beq aje at sne...aq rindu sgt2 kt ko..law la ko dgr n ko taw pe y ad dlm aty aq nyh...tp ko taan taw..n aq un ta dpt na amek taw sal ko at sne da..ko ta prlu an aq da cm ne aq prlu an ko..aq sntiase doakn kbahgiaan ko...hrp2 ko bhagia n sehat2 aje at sne..aq rindu snyuman ko...n aq hrp ko ta sday2 n tnsen2 ag k cm ne ko nan aq dlu..aq syg nan ko...!!ya Allah..ko lindungilah roh hasman drpd sbrg kjahatan n kburukan...briknlah dy kbahagiaan...jgnlah brikn dy rse sbgaimne aq lalui skrg nyh...aminnnnnn




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