December 07, 2011

tachinknye.....



           Bru seminggu aq ta cntct dy..da rse cm staon..ya Allah..seksanye jiwa aq nyh mnahan kerinduan y mmbuak2..aq tahan jgk wlaupn trlmpau sgt na dgr suare dy..na mlihat mke dy..na mertap senyuman dy...subhanallah...sungguh brt jiwa aq nyh mnahan kerinduan pd dy ya Allah..tp aq trpakse tuk buat wu sume..aq ta na tmbah an tnsen dy lg ble aq ganggu dy..aq taw..aq bkn ag spe2 pd dy..skit rse syg tok aq un tade..aq sdar btape troknye aq pd mate dy..n aq ta snggop ag na meratap kesedihan apbila tringat an dy..aq try tok mlupakn dy..bkn tuk slame2nye tp tok smentra..aq na focus tuk stdy aq dlu..n law aq da hbis t..bak kte dy..law ad jdoh, ad la..law aq masih syg dy..aq akn try to find him..but if he already have sumone..myb..aq kna lpe an sgale pwasaan aq wu n try tok trima owg len jd pndmping idop aq akn dtg...nta la..myb trlalu awl tok pk wu sume..y pnting ckunk aq kna focus at stdy dlu..insyaallah.....

          
           Kdg2 hty nyh trsentuh ble dgr lagu2 cinta y tachink2 nyh..ag2 lgu y ad kna mngena cket nan aq..acm na nangis un ad..tachink gle..yela..aq an jnis ske dngo lgu..ag2 lgu at radio..variasi..law at phone ke..lappy ke or mp ke..ta syok bap sume lgu wu akn brulang..ag la lau y ikot folder..lgu mlayu..mlayu jek..then bwu tuka lgu len...ta syok la...ummm..tp act mang sday la..ag2 lagu memori berkasih arwah achik nan nana..lagu first aq karaoke n then duet nan dy..swies tachink..mse nyayi dlu..ta pasan lak liriknye g2..ble tgok2 alek..da npe aq nyanyi lgu sday2 nan dy?wu bkn ktowank y na nyanyi act..dak2 nyh y soh..hah..mlu kot..ta pna2..tp ingt ag dy ckp..nyanyi syg..jgn wat mlu abg...ummmm..tp dy gk y nyanyi men2..swies aq ta leh dngo lgu wu da ckunk..law ad mse dngo lgu at phone, aq cpat2 tuka..tachink gle..then lgu2 y pna dy nyanyi tok aq sume..wu un wat aq sday..cm aq cke lgu akim..janji..dy pna nyanyi..lgu dn bila esok..lgu aizat wu..pe ntah..n ad stu lgu last y dy nyanyi tok aq..aq ta taw tjok dy..tp ad at iklan shampoo at tv..mang tachink gle ble dngo sume lgu2 y dy pna tuju tok aq...act..kdg2 aq ase dy wu tol2 ikhlas n tulus syg aq..dr care dy lyn aq sume..tlong aq...tp aq kliru jgk knape dy tipu at blakang aq..sdg an aq pcaye at dy..skit un ta pna pk dy akn curg blakang aq..sumpah..nyh la mang jd at aq dry dlu..ble aq mle na cye laky n syg tol2 at laky...slh aq kot..ta bg lynn y beq n lbh tok dy..tp dlu aq k act..tp ble stu prstu pnipuan dy trbongkar..aq mle rse ta d syangi..aq pling ta ske owg tpu aq..ag2 psl aty n pwasaan nyh..klau dy tol syg aq..dy ta an wat aq cm gnyh...aq mang ta pndai tnjok aq syg dy..tp ad stu mang bukti aq syg dy tol2..myb wu ta sume seorg awx wat tok pkwe dy..aq juz wat wu tok owg2 y dy syg...dy ta taw..n owg len myb ta taw..tp Allah aje taw sume nye..


            Mnusia slalu wat kslhn samada sgaje atw ta...ta smestynye law owg wu jaat..degil..dy akn twoz cm wu..tol kte dy..n dlu dy hrp aq brubah..n lg skly tol dy ckp..ble bnda da jd..bru lah aq nyh rse na brubah..myb da seru kot..mang aq sntiase brdoa tok jd lbh beq..myb skrg la msenye..ggl skaly ta brmkne ggl slamenye..kcewa skaly ta brmkne da tade life lg...aq akn brusah,brdoa dn brtawakal kpd Allah..n aq hrp an seorg  “dy” akan brubah mnjd seorg llaki y baik luarn dn dlmn suatu hry  t..skrg myb lom msenye..bse la laky..nga na enjoy..ne pk swies ag..t mst dyowank akn trpk gk stu hry t..hrp2 doa aq d makbulkn Allah...jdknlah dy trbaik utk aq...aminnnnnnnnnn



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