December 24, 2011

jaybee!im back!

 
             yoyoyo...aq da at jaybee yo!hahah...horeyh!!!suke suki..haha...xcited an?gile..tepat kol 6 pg aq da brtapak at bus stnd larkin..dgn rse na trkucil y trsgt2..haha..bap ta leh na kuo ne2 un dlm bs..act..ta la sjok sgt bap first tyme dpt sit blakng gle an..sonok!ne ta sonoknye..dpt lak sit nan laky..haha..encom kot!stylo..haha..act..ta nmpk sgt mke dy..bap aq nmpk la kestyloan dy uh..haha..si tyra n ira dok gelak2 tgok aq dok nan laky..haha..yela..aq an da single..huhu..poyo an?..y plek gle..aq leh tido nyanyak gle..mmt sblah aq nyh leh lak ta tido an..hmpeh..bap stiap kly aq trsedar mst dy ta tido...dr nek bas pai la twon bas..plek kot aq..ape dy nyh ta tdo mlm..aq un cuak2 la law dy wat pape..haha..tade la..leh lak sit blakang uh tade pnghdg tgh..wu y ktowak pnye kaki ad la trlggr..hah..nsb dy kuwos..law gmok..kompem2 da lggr bdn dy nan aq..omg!ta sggop i..haha..poyo...

           ntah npe mse at dlm bas..aq leh trigat at dy..mse ktowank nek bas sme2 pai jaybee...dr ipoh..sday gle kot...first tyme aq nek bs bdue nan pkwe aq..um...tachink gle kot...pai mngis2 aq ta bnty twingt dy...mse2 sme2 nan dy..pai mse dy na lps an aq nek bas alek kote..cm dy sday sgt..aq nmpak mke dy mse wu..yela..ktowank sme2 dkt 2hry..then bpisah..dy alek ipoh..aq lak at jaybee..swies sday..pai aq un nangis ble da ta nmpak byg dy...mse wu..aq ta leh na gmbr an pwasaan aq nyh..aq taw dy syg aq tol2 dlu..n aq ta leh na pk law dy leh lpe an aq cm wu aje..aq nyh trsiksa sgt windu dy..tp tol ke dy ta ingt aq lgsong..ya Allah....enough la jiwang2...


             aq ta twoz alek kote mse wu..solat subuh dlu at larkin then tnggu adeq aq dlu..dy g uma cikgu dy..na alek uma saeng aq la..y gwamnye nan adeq aq nyh..jnjy nan aq kol 7.30 tp dtg kol 8.30..sbo aje..then wu..twoz amek bas twon kote...dlm kol 10.00 aq da pai kote da..mk aq amek nan ayh aq..mk aq bly brg2 sket..then twos la alek uma....nothink wat pape at uma awi nyh..just tgok movie pai mlm..huhu..tp y blek..aq ta mbok bs sgt un..bse lau aq alek dr ipoh..aq mst pai uma kna tdo dlu dlm 2-3 jm..bwu la ok mbok aq wu..tp kdg2 pai 2 hry un mbok ta hbis..nyh ta mbok un alek uma..plek2..tp k la..ad pningktn..haha..k la..chiow...

December 21, 2011

sbulan da......



           20.12.2011..hry nyh gnap la sbulan aq single..kjp la jgk da sbulan ek..aq ase cm bwu smlm aje aq clash..cm bwu smlm aje aq dgr suare dy..cm bwu smlam aq tgok mke dy..cm bwu smlm dy snyum at aq..ya Allah..aq sgt2 rndukn dy...trlmpau sgt..kuatkn aq ya Allah...mnghadapi dugaan Mu ini...dn dlm sbulan nyh jgk mcm2 da jd dlm idop aq..brubahnye aq..mgkin ta la mndadak..tp sdikit sbanyak ad jgk prubhan dlm dry aq nyh..aq na try gk ubah prangai aq..tp cm sush..prangai an..dry kecik kot cm wu..wu y law na ubah uh sush..bbrpa minggu sblm nyh myb aq look cm tade life lgsong..pkaian ntah ke mne srabainye..dgn mukenye lg..dgan mkn mnum..pwangainye..sgt2 twok..bak kte owg cm owg maty laky..haha..sdgkn..tunang un lum..lg la na kwen..hah..but act..owg y kte syg sgt2 an..lg la bnda nyh cm blaku mngejut..tbe2 aje aq d tggl an..tnpe skit un rse simpaty..mang sgt2 brt aq na trimenye..tp lme klamean..aq try jgk..bkn tok lupe an dy slamenye..n bncy dy pe sume..juz na tng an dry n stop pk sal dy wat smntra..bap aq na focus at stdy..but..syg aq nyh at dy..skit un ta pna brubah..sme aje dr dlu pai ckunk..pai owg tnye if dy alek smule at aq..aq trime x?..aq jwb jek la aq trime..da aq syg ag at dy..tp dowank mrah lak..ckp la y dy da wt mcm2, ta an sng aje aq maap an..mang la ase sday uh ad lg..pe y dy da wt at aq..tp ntah npe aq ykin sgt dy len brubah..aq knl dy cm ane..wu aq ta slah an dy..aq knl hbgn aq cm ane..so..aq ag knl dy dy owg len..if owg len na bwok an dy sgale bgai..aq ttp cye at dy..myb mse aq mrh..aq smbur mcm2 at dy..tp tgh mrh..mang la..lg la kna hasut nan owg2..lg la naek antu aq..haha..sengal ek..tp aq da blajr dr pe y jd at aq nyh..mang btol ckp mk..bgos pe y jd at aq nyh..at least, aq taw ne silap aq..aq taw pe y slah..pe y btol..n insyaallah..aq ta an wat ag n brubah jd lbh bek ble brhubungan next tyme..aminnnn....


           Mang aq na focus tol2 at stdy skt nyh..mang ta pk un na kapel2 ag kot..da serik..cme aq still ad la kwn nan laky..just wt teman aje..ta hrp lbh..n aq un la hope dowank cm wu gk..aq syg kot ble da kwn lme..then kapel..bap pna jd dlu an....ag un..aq ta na la kcewa2 ag la sgale bgai..pnt wo...aq na score 2 sem nyh..hopely la..ye la..aq pnye pointer un ta sbaek mne an..na gk ase grad dpt pointer above 3.5..bngge la jgk cgpa dpt 3.5 above..hehe..wlau un ta dpt naeb censelor an..huhu..pnaz la dpt..wu la yna..ta blajo btol2 dr awl sem..pdn mke..huhu..bcinta aje..pe dpt?dpt mrane ad la..kcewa sne snyh..laky leh bg ko pe?sekse jiwa ko aje..tmbah dose ko aje..beq ko blajo aje la...ta lry mne jdoh ko wu..law ko kejor cne un jdoh ko uh..law Allah ta izin an..ta an la dtg at ko..so..serah aje sume kt Allah..dy aje y tahu pe y trbeq tok kte...aminnnnn...


           Hopely..roh hasman bin roh haily dlm keadaan beq aje at sne...aq rindu sgt2 kt ko..law la ko dgr n ko taw pe y ad dlm aty aq nyh...tp ko taan taw..n aq un ta dpt na amek taw sal ko at sne da..ko ta prlu an aq da cm ne aq prlu an ko..aq sntiase doakn kbahgiaan ko...hrp2 ko bhagia n sehat2 aje at sne..aq rindu snyuman ko...n aq hrp ko ta sday2 n tnsen2 ag k cm ne ko nan aq dlu..aq syg nan ko...!!ya Allah..ko lindungilah roh hasman drpd sbrg kjahatan n kburukan...briknlah dy kbahagiaan...jgnlah brikn dy rse sbgaimne aq lalui skrg nyh...aminnnnnn




December 18, 2011

tlong jge dy tuk aq.......



            Hry nyh pg2 lg aq da bgn..bkn wtpe un..men gme..smbong movie y aq tngok mlm td n cbot pkok aq..haha..act mlm td mang aq ta chat gle..sket kpale nyh cm na pecah..swies!..pai pg td aq ase aq sket2..npe ntah ek...kdg2 mang ase gk la...aq cm ta leh pnat..t twoz sket...wiso gk aq kdg2..nan at bhagian bdn aq ad stu tmpat nyh sket gle..ble d tkan, mkin skit..ta taw lak npe an..tp tape la..owg ckp, law sket..mknenye Allah nga ampun an dose kte..alhamdulillah..aq trime aje la..tp dlm mse y sme..ad la wiso..tkot bnda nyh dtg an bhaye..hopely ta la...but then..aq tido la alek..bgn kol 11 kot!twok!..ingt an un tamo bgn ag..hah..tp bap pk na solat dhuha..t lau da ad klas, tade mse na wat..bap klas pack sgt an..kna gak la bgn...da siap andy n solat..aq bsoh bju..then swapan..n blajo la sket2...n tbe2!kpale aq sket ag!npe nyh..ya Allah..kuat an la aq.....then lme2 k la...


              Dlm kol 4 wu aq da ta leh na stdy..kpale aq ad ase sise2 skit ag..wu aq bring jp...then trtido pai la kol 6...da wu..bgn, andy solat sume...pnaz lak ajk aq tngok wyg at dsi..aq un lyn aje..act..tade bnda sgt na wat...awl gk la g dwn..kol 8 kot..smate2 na seat strategik na tngok movie..heh...da la strt lmbt kot..aq un wat la pape y ptot..dlm kol 9, cte wu strt..pe ek tjok dy..NANNY MACFEE..mle2 acm ta sonok la an..then lme2..besh gk..ctenye swies lwk kot!cte sal ahli sihir ajor bdk2 y ayh dy bz kje n dowank da tade mk..so cm ank2 dy nyh agk krg kwln la..wu y nanny nyh dtg..cm na tlong asuh dak2 wu..tp y klako..dy ajor 5 rules aw..law slah stu rules wu dak2 wu wat, bnda bwok y ad at muke nanny wu akn ilang...last2..nanny wu jd cntek..haha...lwk kot...dy pnye prinsip..law dy ta d prlu an..dy akn stay at c2..law d d prlukn,dy akn prgi dr c2..hah..pape aje...dlm kol 10.30, habis da..then twos grak laek nan pnaz...
Pai blek aje..mkn biskot jp..g solat..then blajo la sket...tp smbil2 dngo lgu at phone..leh lak byk lgu tachink kuo..aq un tachink ah skaly..twingt dy la plak..sbo2 yna sbo...kuat an dry ko k..act..ptg td aq msj asma..awk izmer..room8 kpd roh...


“Assalamualaikum.hye asma..ny yna..umm..soe kco..juz na mntx tlong aje..tlong  tngok2 an roh ea..if ad pape jd at dy..tlg bgtaw yna eh..im still luv him n care about him..yna taw asma beq n agk rpt nan dy..law dy prlu pape, asma tlong eh?n if dy cm nkl2 n tamo blajo..asma tlong ingt an dy ea tok blajo..yna na dy bjaye..tp da ta leh na jge dy ag..hope asma leh tgok2 an dy..law dy sket ke..asma jgn gtaw spe2 ea yna msj nyh..roh ke..izmer ke..ta na pai roh taw..t dy mrh lak..yna doakn dy epi nan plihan dy..ta pn un bncy dy..still syg n miz him soo much!..yna un doakn asma nan izmer..k la..thanz..soe ta smpt na knl sgt nan asma..yna nyh mang segan sket nan owg y bwu knl..soe k..t8 cre..bubui..assalamualaikum....”


            Aq mang care ag sal dy..wlau un aq taw..dy da ta pduli un sal aq n ta ingt un at aq..but..aq always ingt at dy n syg at dy..aq ta taw pai ble..tp lec aq ad ckp..umo2 kte 20 pai 22..adlah tyme y mne pe y kte wat ikot aty kte ad la bnda y btol..n aq ikot aty aq y aq akn still syg dy n tnggu dy..ta taw pai ble..p aq akn tnggu dy pai aq tol2 jmpe owg y btol2 syg at aq..n slagi dy bkn suamy org..aq ak tnggu dy..tp ble dy da suamy owg..aq ta an kco..bap aq ta ske kco pkwe owg n suamy owg..bp wu la..aq tamo kco dy da bp dy pkwe owg..aq hnye mmpu doa n tnggu aje...lau ad jdoh, ta kn lry kmane..aminnn...n aq hope la..tade lg mne2 laky or pmpuan akn kco hbgn aq pash nyh ble aq da ad owg y d syangi...aminnnnn....