December 30, 2011

08.10.2011...jnjy dy...

      
            hry nyh pash subuh aq ta smbong tido un..y?myb bap kna kco nan myra pg2..haha..act..dy kol aq ajq kje..tlong la..bap ad pkeja cuty..rme kot..wu y dy kol aq pg2 mntk tlong..tp aq lak ta free..aq ad jnjy nan adeq2 aq na kuo g men bowlink..so that..aq jd la sberslah nan myra..tp na wat cne..law aq free, da lme aq tlong da..nseb la myra paam..tkot2 gk dy cm mrah nan aq ke..heh..

            act kuo g jaybee nan adeq aq mang rncg na men bowlink la..y sonoknye..ta rme un at daiman wu..mang la..awi khamis kot..law awi sbtu ke..ahd ke..or rbu ke..mang la rme.haha..dpt la men 2gme..na men byk2..badget lry lak koz sume gne wet aq..mty ek..haha..after that ingt na tngok wyg ke law ad cte besh..tp hmpeh gle kot!tgok2..tade un cte besh..mang la byk gk cte y bwu kuo..but adeq aq ckp sume ta besh..ok find!hah.aq un cm ta taw na watpe da..g la ajk adeq2 aq mkn..at foodcourt jek un..bap aq na mkn bnda y kyg!heh..eleh sezzling aje un..heh..y aq bengang gle an..adeq aq na mkn yong tau fu..aq la y plih an isi2 sume..first tyme kot aq bly rm10!gle kntg..na kte byk..ta jgk..ta taw la pe y mhl sgt an..mang tenuk gle ah!btw..tape la..wat pngajrn len kly jgn bly ag at c2..haha...jaat kot...

          dlm kol 2 lbh ktowank da grak alek kota..aq na g tngok external..mang la swies cntek kot..tp mhl gle kot..kwn2 aq sume bly murah aje..aq ny ad angin..kdg2,mhl wu lyn aje..tp nyh mls lak na lyn..wu aq tros bla je..sengal an?haha..then g kip mart jp na bly blah..haha..tp cian ayh aq ta mkn ag..ta taw lak dy ta mkn..aq un kn la dlu nan adeq2 aq..ble na ajq ayh aq mkn..ta taw at ne na ajk..haha..last2 g la mkn at mrrybrown..haha..act..ayh aq cke mkn bubur at c2..so..dy un mkn la..wlau un aq taw dy ta kyg sgt tp dpt la isi pwot..cian aje ayh aq..um..

           td dlm kol 8.30..aq kuo nan iqa g uma myra..sje2 ajk borak bap iqa na alek da esok..smbil2 aq na la cte2 nan dy pe y sbenarnye blaku sume..mle2 aq cm cte elok aje la dry awl knl sume..mang aq ta smpt na cte at iqa bap ktowank da lme ta jmpe n da lme gle ta lpk..so..iqa mang ta taw sgt cte sume..n pai stu part nyh, aq ta thn sgt ble cte nan dy..cm na ngis da..pai dy ckp..jgn la sday..aq un ase na ngis da..haha..lwk kot iqa nyh...dy sek ckp y tape la..t lme2 ko lpe la dy..cmne aq leh lpe an nsa..ble aq da ad owg y tol2 aq syg ckunk..n ble aq da tol2 syg an owg wu..dy tggl an aq...da la..act..dtg uma myra na amek ombak windu..hah

sday gle kot tngok ombak windu wu!aq ngis ta bnty2..ntah la..mang feeling gle kot..aq dok bygkn "dy" lak y jd watak utma cte wu..haha..sengal ek?tp ble tyme imbasan2 cinta dowank wu mang wat aq cm trase gle..yela..bap aq un slalu trimbas2 kngn aq nan dy..swies sday..aq ase pe y izzah wu ase..hah..over lak..ade ke?heh...swies weh aq mkin2 windu sgt2 at dy..tuhan aje y tahu sume nyh...aq ta dpt na gmbrkn rse sday aq nyh...

December 29, 2011

aq ta na la!paam x?




            Nothink wat at uma awi nyh..bse la bro law at uma..ctte pe ad?haha..bgn un lmbt hmpeh..tp ad cte swiez poyo la bg aw..dlm kol 12 wu aq ingt na msk an..tgok2 mk aq da msk ikan kari..aq un ok la..mtb bap ikan wu aq ta gety msk kot..then aq un twoz msk syur..ble da siap,aq ajq adeq aq mkn..then dowank sume tamo mkn ag..sume wat hal masing2..ble da kol 2 wu,adeq aq bwu ase na mkn..ble aq na g amek nsik at priuk aje..omg!nsi xad!abg,nsik ta msk ag!hahaha..bse law mk aq msk lauk, mst dy akn msk nsik bap dy akn bwk bkl..aq un ta pasan nsik xad..haha...so kna la yngguh ktowank na mkn..then aq msk nsik..cian aje adeq aq lpo gle da..haha..ape la yna..brgn aje..nseb ayh aq tamo mkn..n da kuo un g kje..law dy ad..hbis aq..hahah..sengal an?

Act..npe ntah tetibe aq tringt sal fb dy..aq un tnye la iqa..dy ta taw..um..then aq tnye la man tp cm ayt kalis2 la...

Aq : na tnye..law laky da clash n ta syg aweq dy ag..mst dy da dlete picha ex dy at fb an?n nme fb un tuka..ta cm nan ex dy dlu?
Man : ntah..hahaha..tgok jgk la..law dy pdm myb tkot aweq bru nmpak..dn jeles,gdoh..atau mmg laky uh da mnympah thap mluat..bb uh pdm..haha
Aq :law picha ex dy ad ag n then nme un ta tuka..pe mknenye ek?
Man : wu mknenye..dy da mls na brfesbuk..dy lyn google+ lak..haha
Aq : bkn la!picha prof dy tuka..wall dy hide..dlu off fb ckunk on..taan dy ta dlete picha nan ex lau dy da ad awex.ta ke awek dy mrh n jeles..
Man : wtpe pmpuan wu na mrh law dy da taw status yana nan dy?..heee
Aq : mang la..tp awek ne ta mrh lau pkwe ad picha ex dy ag..dy lau da ta ske,dy akn dlete sumenye taw..
Man : pmpuan wu an jntan..hahaha..adoi,xnk ckp sbenrnye..bb na tlong yna lpe an dy..tp ta ckp cm pe lak..hahaha
Aq : mang la..tp ta an pmpuan wu ta..nta la..pape la..owg taan lpe an dy ok!paam x?ta yah na wat owg lpe an dy!ta prlu ok!
Man : wooo...sory2..owg mntk maap...

Haaa.....ta psl2 kna smbur nan aq..aq gwm tol la..cm na sket an aty aq lak..ag la na wat aq lpe dy..ta ske ok..aq da jnjy taan lpe dy..ske2 aje dy na wat aq lpe..asl?ta suke ok..aq ske wat pe aq ske..da aq ase aq leh tnggu dy..bio la..ptotnye skong aq.nyh ta..down an aq..npe tade owg paam pwasaan aq ha?pe y aq ase?kowank ta taw hbgn ktowank cne dlu..so ta yah la na pk bwok sal roh aje...kowank nmpak pe roh wat..tp ad kowank nmpk pe aq wat?kowank ta taw pe dlm aty aq nyh...aq y ta gety jge pkwe ok..jgn na slh an roh sratus pratus aje...aq na tnggu dy jgk!y mrane ke kcewa ke..hepi  ke t aq..bkn kowank....aq syg dy ok!jgn na pish an ktowank!n stu ag..aq ag knl pkwe aq dr owg len!



December 28, 2011

new fb!hoho




             Tarikh awi nyh 27/12..da sbulan da bufday dy lps..y mne aq ta dpt na wat pe y aq tringin sgt na wat..sgt2 la trkilan..n tp bak kte pqa roomate aq..ko simpan aje la..t da kwen,ko wat la nan suamy ko..soo sweet!heh..tp sday la jgk..aq an pntg lau pe y aq na sgt, aq ta wat..bak kte shaz..aq an ta leh..lau aq na..aq mang na jgk wat..hummm..tp na wat cne an..jdoh ta pnjg tok kapel..n lau aq wat un..myb meaningless gle bg dy..yela..im nothink for him..n kwn2 aq sume un kte..ta yah la wat.dowank tkot aq y kcewa gle t..ummm...enough!tacink lak..haha

             Awi nyh aq ta kje..soo..pe ag..bngon un lmbt la gle..ish3..pe na jd nan ank dre sowank nyh..hah..dlu ad la jgk bgn awl bap ad owg na d kjot..n ad la bnda na wat..na bsame owg trsyg..but now..xad bnda un na wat..tmbah2 busan aje t aq..wu y mls na bgn awl sgt..hah..alsan! :p...dek krane aq bgn lmbt, so lmbat la jgk aq na prepair tok lunch..tbe2 mk aq kte dy na alek tghawi..ok find..aq un msk na nsik dlu..n sdia an syur tok msk..ble mk aq alek aje..dy tnye mne mknn?da siap lom?e,eh..aq un ckp la na mkn pe bap aq ta msk lg..sje jek gwau nan mk aq ckp y mk aq ta soh un msk..heh..ta sngke lak mk aq tachink..aq un jd la sberslah..then mk aq ckp bly lauk aje at kdai bwh..aq un trlepas..”mk nyh serabai aje..”..omg!aq men2 aje..bkn swies..ase dose ta?n the aq un jd sbrslh..n aq un diam aje..tkot trlps ckp..aq an mang gny..wu y dlu aq ta pna un maki pkwe aq..tetibe aq trmaki dy..hbis mrh gle kot dy..aq nyh law ckp aje..n tahan aje pwasaan..wu y kuo mcm2..hummm..ape la ek..mak...akak mntak maap aw..tade niat n ta shaje un..im soe.... :(

            Act..aq wat fb bwu awi nyh..gdik ta?haha..mle mls gk na wat..tp cm owg bodo lak tade fb..haha..but act..aq just add owg2 y rpt nan aq aje..tamo da add n approve owg y bkn2 ag da..t personel aq..dowank taw...cm dlu...ta suke2!hah..n act...fb lme byk kot kngn..tamo la..bio la g2 aje...btw...ntah npe aq bkk fb faiz..na add dy la..tgok2 at fwen dy ad nme oppa roh uchikina...aq swies tkejot..bap ingt dy off ag an..umm..then..ase cm na jek tgok acc fb dy..aq un klik..yup..mmg on la..n btmbah2 trkejot lg..gmbo aq nan dy still ad at album prof pic dy..ya Allah..pe sume nyh..nme fb dy un still nme y lme..aq swies ta paam lgsong pe y aq tgok..but cme gmpo prof pic dy y dlu..mse ktowank bwu2 knl dlu...aq plek npe dy ta tuka n buang sume kngn nan aq dlu..bkn ke dy bnc aq?npe dy smpn ag?tp aq..?aq da dlete sume picha dy at fb..nme un aq da tuka..n totally sume picha dy at lappy un aq da tade da...slah ke aq wat wu sume?aq kliru..but aq da simpan sume kngn wu at pndrive y aq bg dy..stu jek aq hrp..dy ta buang n simpn leklok pndrive wu..sbb pe?sbb aq na suatu hry nnt,law dy alek at aq..dy akn bg at aq pndrive wu..kngn ktowank..y sgt indah..n trsgt indah..aq ta pna lupe an sume wu..wlau un aq da tade picha wu..tp stiap kngn nan dy trsimpan lg dlm otk aq nyh..ya Allah..aq hrp pe y aq tgok td..slah stu ptnjuk ko..y dy masih syg an aq n ta lpe an aq..cmne pe y aq rse skrg...aminnnn...

              "ya Allah..dktkn hty aq dgn hty roh hasman..n dktknlah hty roh hasman dgn hty ku..briknlah jdoh antra kami..izinknlah kami hidup brsma sbgai suamy istri y sah..krane aq bnar2 ikhlas cintakan dy..brkatilah perasaan aq nyh ya Allah..berkatikanlah hgn y bkl trjalin...ampunkanlah dose2 aq ya Allah....aminnnn"


December 27, 2011

mlsnye!!!




             Act awi nyh aq kje kot..mle2 mlas gle na bgon..pai alrm aq dok jrit2 un ta sdar dry..hah..ase mls aje na kje awi nyh..nan pwot aq wat hal la plak pg2 bte nyh..yela..da mlm2 mkn mee bndung..cne ta sentap pwot aq nyh..haha..pash pai kdai un stil mmbuak2 lg nfsu aq na ke tndas..skit gle kot!da la ta leh na sbor n than..kna gk aq g..xad owg jge un aq g gak..drpd aq trlepas at c2..cne?ag naye..hahaha..tp aq pesan la at aunty..nseb la lau c.suri mrh an..haha...nga syok2 kje...(ta la syok mne)..amen cumel dtg lak at kdai!huhu..suke3..mlu un ad la jgk..hahah..lwk kot kdg2 nan ktowank..msj2..tp at kdai ta pna jgk btegor..haha..da mcm kapel lak..kapel un ta cm wu kot!haha..nta npe nta bkenan tgok mke dy..tp ta bknan na lbh2..ag un dy bwh aq..lg la kuat gle smoke..awl2 aq da reject jd pkwe..haha..

            nth npe awi nyh rme aje dok mngusha2 aq at kdai wu..mse sbtu aq kje tade lak..sowank un tade..hrm na pndang aq..haha..ad la gk sowank due..nyh aq pndek an cte na amek y last la..aq dok jmpe bro kdai sbelah an..dy lak mntk aq fb..aq soh crik sndry..ble tibe kdai johan slatan..ad la bbrape dew nyh dok at mje dpn..tbe2 pggil aq tnye fb..aq ckp tade..dowak ta cye...da lme wu..dowank dtg ag na oder mkn..tp pnye dy tnye mcm2..lme kot..jp aq order stu jek mknn.hmpeh gle...huh..aq un bla la..da lme pash wu..dy pnggil ag..pnye tnye mcm2..last2 order ag stu..mgkok jmbn tol!huh..da aq ckp tade fb dy ta cye..mang tade..da mntk lak no aq..cm kmbing aje..huh..aq mls lyn..tp mse borak nan dowank un aq ta pndg sgt un  mke dowank..jus snyum aje..bap pe..aq ta na la jtoh2 aty at laky ag da..ckop2 la..n aq tamo ske cpe2 kot..aq syg dy ag...alhamdulillah...

             awi nyh alek lmbt sket la kot..bap ad owg msok kdau saat2 akhir..huhu..lg la g mlencong ke psr mlm at kote jye..mang la lmbt an alek uma..ntah trlepas la asar aq..astagfirullahalazim...pe na jd nyh yna..qada’..ta smpat la plak..huhu..byk gk la aq mmborong at psr td..nta npe mroyan..haha..act..adeq2 aq rme kot at uma..so aq sje la..sonok an mkn rme2..heh..aq bly mrtbk 2, apm blik 2 nan kebab 3..tp ta ckop jgk..haish...sbo aje..heh..awi nyh y epinye sek ade aje bhn wat gelak dr at kdai pai la alek uma..bse la dowank an jnis y huha2..aq lyn aje..tp ktwe aje un..haha..

            ummm..myra2..ade ke ptot dy ckp..da pg ptg siang mlm ko sbot sal dy aje..ne na lpe..si man un ckp cm wu...aishhh..da aq syg dy..mang la aq sbot aje sal dy..rindu kot!always ingt dy k..ag la ble dgr lgu ombak windu..tgkap jiwang!cm na ngis siot!!!tachink2..asek mmp dy aje kot..omg!knape la cm gnyh ek..nan adek aq ta hbis2 bahan aq aje..taw la dy plyboy gk..huh..wu aq mnyampah tol nan laky..sume sme aje..tade y len..law kwn nan laky stndrd la..bap aq dr dlu mang jnis y rpt nan laky..tp aq dulik ape..jnjy aq ta kapel..wu aq mang pasang niat ta an ad aty nan kwn2 aq da..ckop2 la an..n aq na mnyinggel aje dlu..um..aq ta trlampau mghrp sgt dy akn alek at aq..bap t aq gk y mrane..tape la..aq juz tnggu ..n aq na tngok pngakhir kisah aq nyh..bap owg ta an tngok brmulanya sseorg wu tp brakhirnye sseorg wu..hah..im still luv u!


December 25, 2011

yeayh!at uma da...heh



             Hry nyh first day aq at uma..but ta la dok uma sgt..um..act..bgn2 tdo aje aq cm da tachink..bap aq mmp dy..ummm..wndu sgt2 at dy..cm na nangis un ad..yna..kuatknlah hty n dry ko...sabar k...knape la kerap sgt aq mmp dy..sbb aq trlmpau wndu at dy ke?ya Allah..btol ke dy skit un ta windu aq cm aq windu dy?ya Allah..tnangkn lah hty aq nyh..

              Hry nyh aq tlong myra..dy soh aq kje at kdai mk dy bap jehan cuty..jiran aq..aq un ta esa la bap aq mang da bse tlg dy..tp hry nyh nan isnin aje la..mls na kje sgt..bap na tlong mk aq aje at uma...at kdai, cm bse la an aq kje..nseb la ad remy tlong aq nan myra..law ta sush gk la..bap rme gk la owg dtg an..ta ckop tgn kot..dgn owg wat air un tade..hampeh tol..huh..y si myra lak sek tnye sal amen aje..mlu kot aq..da dy ckp2 nan remy lak uh..mgkok aje..

            mse da ptg2 wu,si myra ajq aq g kdai abg dy anto brg..mle2 dy na ajk kak ana..tbe2 dy usha aq lak..aq un..pe ag..na jgk!last2..aq y g nan myra..na jmpe amen!huhu..segan kot..aq un dy aje at sne..ta tgor amen..amen un diam aje..aq un lalala..aje la..huhu..leh plak dy smok dpn aq..taik!ta suke3..tp aq ske dy..huhu..act..law aq ske mne un..tp dy smoke,awl2 aq da rject..haha..nga lpk2 un..tbe2 kak lis ckp aq mkin kuwoz da..aq senyum aje la..then dy ckp..jgn la frust3..hah?kak lis taw ke?mlunye..aq diam aje la..sengih aje..hah..

             mse on da way alek wu,aq sek cte sal dy aje at myra...pai myra ckp..sush sgt ek ko na lpe dy..aq tnye la npe..bap aq always cte sal dy...ko syg sgt ke nan dy?myb bru2 kot...ya Allah myra...aq syg sgt2 at dy..pai ckunk..wlaupn da lme aq ta jmpe dy..tp hty aq nyh msih ad dy..bsr ne dy bnci aq un..bsar mne dy lpe aq un..aq ta pna lpe dy myra...aq sntiase tnggu dy..n aq sgt2 brhrp y pnntian aq nyh ta sia2...law la aq leh ckp cm wu at myra..tp aq ta trdaye bap aq tkot aq akn ngis..sume owg myb slah an dy..tp aq ta slh an dy sume..bap hnye aq nan dy aje y tahu cmne hbgn ktowank slame 6bln...

              "roh hasman..andai ko alek ag at aq..aq jnjy ta an wat ko cm dulu..aq akn jge ko elok2..aq ta an mrajuk2 ag..aq akn hrgai kasih syg ko at aq..aq ta akn abaikn pwasaan ko ag..aq windu ko..aq windu syuman ko..aq windu ktawe ko..aq windu suare ko..aq windu na tngok mke ko..aq windu kasih syg ko..aq windu nakal2 ko..aq windu btape caringnye ko at aq..ya Allah..knape aq ta nmpak sume wu dlu?knape aq abaikn dy?kasih syg dy?knape aq dgil sgt?knape aq ego sgt?tp aq tol2 syg at dy..seikhlas aty aq..cme aq ta taw na tnjok cne..ya Allah..jgnlah ko ilangkn pwasaan aq nyh...dktknlah hty aq dgn hty dy..n hty dy dgn hty aq..n kuatkn lah hty kami dgnMu...aminnnnnnn......"