January 03, 2012

alek uitm da.......



             Arghhhh!aq ta leh na trime ckunk nyh aq at dlm bas!y sempit lak wu..act..first tyme aq nek bas slaen ss kot!shamisha?omg...da la bwk gle laju kot!nan sitnye smpi..krs..sgt la ta slesa..um..alhamdulillah..drpd ta de bas..heh..taw un na bsyukur..pe la aq nyh..act..aq on da way alek perak nyh..sgt2 ta minat ok..aq ta na un alek u..lg la u aq nyh at perak..knape la?aq na cpt2 hbis dip then g dgree..da ta snggop da na dok perak y byk gle kngn nyh..trseksa gle jiwa aq nyh..ummm...

                Td aq pai larkin kol 8.30..awl la gk..ingt an na blnje fmly aq pizza an..crik2 car park..then amek no bas lg..nan lyn mk aq dok crik2 tdong..knonnye na bly..tp last2..huh..da agk da..haha..sbo aje...then mk aq un ckp ta yah la..bap mk an ayh aq kyg ag..aq un kyg ag..haha..sje2 jek un..ag un..da kol 9 mse wu..9.30 bas da na grak..tp ta un..grak kol 10..huh...aq juz bly ais krim at mcd y cair..sgt ta besh!aq ske mcd y at kota wu..dap..isi byk..suke3..heh..mam ais krim un ingt dy..bap dlu slalu dy bly an..umm...tape la..kngn...act mse mk aq da na tnggl aq bap na grak g kl..aq acm sday lak..npe ntah..ptotnye parents aq na anto pai perak tp aq y tamo..ase cm mnyusah an lak..tape la..t aje last sem..heh..wu y aq nek bs y bly tiket last2 minit..huh..

                Aq bngang aje na sowank mmt y msj aq nyh..gwam sgt..pe function dy msj aq?da la aq ta knl..tp cm mmkse aq msj dy..ape hal?so..ta psl2 kna sound nan aq..aq ckp aq ta leh na kwn nan dy..aq rimas dy msj byk2..aq ta leh na lyn laky..bap aq cm da trauma..twoz dy kte..npe?aq da ad suamy ke?..hadoi la..ape pnye ngek mmt nyh..ta an aq na ckp y aq ta leh na kwn nan dy bap aty aq nyh ad at owg len..t dy ckp aq pwasan lak..hah..tp swies weh..aq mang cm ta leh na lyn laky sgt..ag la ble aq taw laky wu ad aty at aq..cm akim wu..n pna ad aty at aq..cm jijul...amen lak..aq minat..tp tyme na msj or kol2 nan dy cm ta minat lak..ta leh na lyn..slalu aq y stop..jaat an?but man..nta..stkt nyh aq leh ag kwn nan dy la..tp law dy cm gtl2 ke..na mnje2 ke..aq twoz cm wt bodo..mang myb dy men2.tp ble awl nan men2 la akn jd swies..tamo la..aq na stia..tnggu dy..wlau bpe lme un..pai aty dy trbuka alek tok aq..aq sntiase bdoa..kowank doakn gk k..aminnn...

                Act..aq nangis ag at dlm bas td..awl2 jln aq da tachink..nta..ble tngok sit double at sblh aq..twoz aq tringt sy..mse nek bs sme2..first tyme kot!aq windu gle sume kngn nan dy..aq sgt2 windu at dy pai aq ase da ta mmpu na wat pape..aq cm na aje g jmpe dy..na aje mntk pijul no dy..na aje tegor dy at fb..tp aq tkot!aq tkot sgt3 law dy skit un ta pndg aq..aq tkot dy abai an aq..aq tkot dy ta trime aq..bap wu aq tnggu dy..bap ble dy dtg at aq..bmkne dy prlu an aq ag n dy windu aq..n mse wu jgk aq akn luah an sume at dy..y aq masih syg an dy..aq na idop nan dy..aq akn brubah..aq ta an jd cm dulu ag..aq akn syg dy cmne dy syg at aq..aq akn jge dy lbh dr dy jge aq..aq na sgt jd istri dy y sah..myb kowank ckp aq kolot ke..over ke..tp wu y aq na..aq syg sgt3 at dy..tlong la paham aq roh hasman...................klau la dy tahu.......



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