January 16, 2012

seLayaKNya aQ...


              Shaz men gitar..n aq twingat dy ag..n aq sday ag..dy la sowank2nye laky y pna men an gitar dgn aq..aq ske sgt laky men gitar..bg aq..sgt sweet..mse dy men dpn aq wu..aq ase cm trharu sgt..byk lagy men an..tp aq ingt ag..ble aq soh dy nyanyi kuat2 n tol2..dy acam malu2..so kiut!suke tngok mke dy mlu..aq ag la kco..nyanyi la tol2 syg..suare awk an sdap....ala...ta reti la syg...cpt la..syg na dgr...dlm aty aq brbunge2 ble dy nyanyi smbil men gitar..pe y aq idam an da trcapai..aq mang tringin sgt pkwe aq nyanyi lgu smpai men gitar khas tok aq...syg sgt at dy!thanz a lot syg...dy sgt sweet bg aq...

                Ntah npe..td pqa ckp sal dy..n aq bwu taw..n aq bwu tringt y aq pna sumpah dy..aq ckap law dy cket an aty aq ag..dy pnye result akn twok...aq syg dy..sgt..aq y na dy dpt result beq..tp snggop ke aq doa bkn2 acm wu?skaly je aq ckp bnda wu..n aq ckp mse aq nga mrh..n aq nyh mang law mrah..ta pk pe y kuo dry mlot aq..akn trsembur twoz kuo...wu y ble mcm2 kuo..wat owg sket aty..then bnci aq..um...n act..td bbual nan kwn aq..sje jek..dy dr dlu y ske tngok pkwe aq wu..n aq ske pkwe aq wu un bap dy la..law ta aq ske bse2 jek..ble sek kna ayt nan dy..aq un cair la...n pkwe aq wu leh cte prob dy nan kwn aq wu je..n ta smena dy trckp pe y pkwe aq ckp at dy b4 ktowank clsh wu..”dy kte at aq..dy strt ta ske ko ble ko sumpah dy.....”..ye..aq slah..tp aq ta anggap lgsong wu sumpah k..myb bap aq nga mrh...aq ckp...”..law abg sket an aty syg ag..result abg twok...soe la..owg da ta taw ag na watpe...”aq un ta sdar pe y aq ckp mse wu..seingt aq, skaly jek aq ckp bnda wu..tp npe dy mngungkit sgt..ye aq jaat..aq syg dy..aq y cbr dy soh dpt pointer beq..aq gk y soh dy blajo ary2..tp taan la bodo aq na lgkop an dy..aq tadeun na dy mcm wu..tp sbaliknye..dy juz taw pe y kuo dr mlot aq..tp dy ta taw pe y aq wat d blakang dy..n aq ta prlu un bgthu dy..hnya aq n Allah aje y tahu..aq taw..ble kte mrh..pe aje y kuo dr mlot kte wu bnda y dlur jgkaan..slayaknye aq mang ptot bnci n mrh dy..dgn pe y pna dy wat at aq...tp aq ta un..aq mrh skejap aje..bap aq trkejot..aq leh maap an prbuatn dy..tp dy..juz nan kte2 aq..snggop dy bncy aq?

                Btol ke smpai snyh aje pnntian aq?dy da bncy aq..n dy ta kesa un sal aq ag..aq aje na gile pk an dy..aq aje y na gile syg n cinta an dy..n aq aje na mty..windu an dy..ya Allah..pe y prlu aq lakukn sbnrnye?aq bnr2 ta kuat....n slayaknye aq ta prlu brcinta lg..bap aq la punca sgale kretakan hbgn aq...nan syaen bap aq tlampau rpt nan laky..n aq ta endah pwasaan dy..nan nasa..aq ske blas dndm..n aq ta endah an nasihat dy..nan eman..aq ta paam pwasaan dy n aq slalu ikot pwasaan aq..n dy un da bncy aq..mngkin nan nasa n syahin aq still leh kwn..but..i think..nan eman..ktowank ta an jmpe aq slamenye..n aq ta lyk ag tok jmpe dy..ckop la aq da wat dy trseksa dgn aq...”..n klaw d putrkn alek mse...aq na alek sem 1..n ta na un kapel nan ko....”aq ingt ag kte2 dy wu...aq ase dy mang da ts ingin un taw lgsong sal aq..aq aje bodo..pwasan...gile an laky y ta pna ad pwasaan at aq un...maap an owg bap pna kco idop eman...maap an sgale slah slap slame kte knl..n hlal an sgalenye..n owg un maap an sgale slah kmu...sume kte2 owg mse owg nga mrh..not really what i want to say..but..lhir dr pwasaan mrh...owg ta an da kco idop kamu..bio la owg aje y rse sket aty..blsn owg sbb slalu sket an aty kmu..owg doakn kmu hepi nan nan plihan kamu.........................................................

pqa said..aq ta lyk bcinta nan dy...tol an?um...

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