January 24, 2012

tlong la.....



           Spnjg jln na kuo dr bnting td acam sday sgt aje..nta la..ta taw npe dok sday sanad...nta..twingat pe nta at kpale otk aq nyh...mnagis??huduh tol la yna nyh..haha..gedik an?perlu ke pai na cm wu..sday dow...spnjg jln wu..ad lah jln y pna aq lalu nek keta nan dy..pe y ta sdaynye..ingt ag..dy tnjok skola dy..dy tnjok tmpat mk dy bniage..stiap tmpt y ktowank lalu..ad jek y dy ckp..ad lak stu kdai nyh ktowank pna mkn at c2..mkn mee jawe..dap kot..acm mee rebus..heh...ta leh tol pndg kdai wu.................

                Aq ase mlu gle dow..nta..ase bodo un ad kdg2..law dy bace blog aq nyh..mst dy gelak an aq an...bap aq gile at dy..mst dy kutok aq an..ta sdar dry..owg da ta ske..dok kjor2..mcm owg gle aje..cm tade laky len aje at dunia nyh..aq malu sgt3..tp aq ta taw na watpe..bap aq tol2 syg dy..tade tipu lgsong..mst ko gelak an aq an????aq mang syok sndry an???sengal an aq nyh???sah2..ko mang ta pndg skit un at aq..ko un da bhagia nan dy..aq yakin..wlau un aq ta taw..tp aq taw ko syg at dy..ko bhagia an nan owg ko syg..ta la mrane cm ko nan aq dulu...bodonye aq...ta mlunye aq...........stiap mlm aq akn dgr lagu ombak windu pai la aq trtido..bap aq slalu ingt dy pai ta leh tido..stiap hry jgk aq tnggu call dy..stiap hry aq tnggu dy..stiap mse aq ingt dy..tp dy ta dtg lgsong..aq bodokn??trlampau brhrp..sdg an dr layanan dy..aq taw..dy ta an dtg alek at aq..bap dy cintakan owg len..yana..ko bkn sowank pmpuan y rmpas pkwe owg..n pndirian ko..ta an kco pkwe owg..so..plish stop yana..plish..jgn bodo an dry ko...tlong la....

                Mk!!!akak na kwen..tlong la mk..crik an akak laky..akq da ta sggop na mnderita cm gnyh..akq ta kuat na hadapi sume nyh..akq sgt syg n cintakn dy..tp akq ta mmpu na miliki hty dy..akq ta mmpu na dmpingi dy..aka ta mmpu na wat dy cinta at akq..akq ta kuat....akq sntiase ingt dy n windu dy..mk...tlong akq..ya Allah..tlong aq...tlong aq........knape sbsr gnyh ko dugaan aq??ampunkn aq ya Allah..krane trlampau cintakan roh hasman....redhaknlah hty ad nyh tok menerima cinta dy bkn tok aq...n aq bkn d cipta tuk dy....briknlah aq ptunjuk mu..aq sgt lemah....aq ta mmpu na wat pe da...berikanlah aq lelaki yang terpelihara agamanya... y mncintai aq seadanya n seikhlas hty dy..dn ta curang...aminnnnn..

                Bzirnye stiap titisan air mata aq nyh..knape sng sgt ia mngalir..knape sng sgt hty ny d kecewakan....knape rela dy wat aq cm nyh..knape aq ta bncy dy??knape.??knape still syg dy..yana...sdar la..plish la...dy ta prlu ko da la..cermin sket muke ko wu..da stop!!dy bkn tok ko la..dy bkn tok aq............knape ko ske bg aq kngn y sukar tok aq lpe an???tlong la wat aq bncy ko..tlong la..tlong...spaye aq ta cinta n syg ko lg..tlong la roh hasman.....aq ta kuat........



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