April 09, 2012

kupu-kupu...




life nyh kdg2 complicated gk ek...
act mang un...
tyme kte sgt2 brharap ssuatu wu...skit un hrpn wu ta bg pape respond..
tyme kte da ptos hrpn...
tyme wu la dy akn dtg at kte dgn slumbernye..hah
itu la d ktekn hidup..
hidup kte nyh mcm roda...
ad kla kte at ats...
ad kle kte kt bwh....
ble kte brade at ats..ta mgkin kte ta akn brada at bwh...d sbaliknye...

aq nyh bkn hape..
mse aq frust trtonggeng mse wu...
aq brhrp sgt ad sumone dtg dlm idop aq...
knon jd la na ubt hty y luke nyh...
tp hampeh..sowank un ta da dtg..
n ble tbe2 dtg la sumone nyh..
aq strt la ase epi n ase hdop nyh mkin ceria...
n mse nyh la jgk aq da strt syg dy...
mcm2 laky dtg na cucuk jarum...
 btol la kte pepatah...

CINTA nyh ibarat..kupu2..
makin d KEJAR..mkin dy LARI...
tp law kte BIARkn kupu2 wu trbang sndry nye..
tnpa d sdari...
dy akn DATANG at kte....

aq bkn la na kte pe...
aq law leh ta na la jd aq y dlu..
ckop la sowank..
wlau un lum kmpem dy utk aq...
tp aq ta na prkra dlu brulang lg...
pngalmn da wat aq blajr sgale2nye...
n ble aq tolak utk bkwn rpt dgn laky2 y na knl aq uh..
ad y ckp aq sumbonk la..ape la...
aq bkn ta na kwn...
tp aq tkot kwn wu stu hry t akn brtukar len...
bak kte pqa...
hty aq nyh senang trgugat..lemah nan laky..
sbb wu la...

kdg2 ase gram gk..
npe d kala aq hepi....
msih ad lg dugaan y dtg tok aq..
tp aq ta leh slah an sume wu..
sgale2 tlh d atur Nya...
law aq mngeluh..mknenye aq slahkn Dia...
brdose besar lah dry aq nyh....
ape pn..aq hrp la..andai diorg paam stuasi aq..
aq bkn na blagak ke ape...
tp aq sndry ta tkot law ssuatu y ta d undang akn blaku...







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