January 07, 2012

kwn VS kekasih?


            Kwn ta smestynye leh jd kekasih..tp kekasih bleh jd bestfwen y baek...kowank ase btol ke statment wu?hah..act...aq bwu tngok video y tlah d download oleh room8 aq..si pqa nyh..dy amng pling wjin download2 nyh..hehe..untong la ad wifi at uma..heh...

                bck pd statement aq td..mang aq skong sbenonye..aq ad pngalaman la an..aq ad sowank ex nyh..act..ktowank kwn lme la jgk..dr form 2 kot..then ktowank sgt2 la rpt pai la owg2 ckp g2..gnyh..pai stu hry..ntah npe..aq strt trpikat at dy..so..aq un usha la dy..gle ta?hehe..n strt wu la ktowank pnye hbgn jd len...lme jgk la hbgn ktowank wu..tp mkinlme cm ktowank jd len..slalu sgt gdoh..n ble da hbis skola..dy jd mkin len..then..finally aq wat kputusan tok stop hbgn nyh..aq ta na la gntung ta brtali..after bbrape bln..dy dtg alek at aq..then ktowank jd kwn ag..myb bkn la srapat dlu..bap ktowank un jaoh..act..my mum mang sgt2 bkenan nan dy..tp na wat cne..dy ta bkenan nan aq..n skunk bwu aq taw..myb ktowank lbh beq kwn aje dr dlu..ta la jd cm gnyh.n aq mngaku..aq ag ske kwn nan dy dlu2..bap ktowank lbh sgt3 rpt...


                “cinta seorg kwn ta mngkin sme dgn seorg kekasih...cinta seorg kkasih brmula dgn pnuh rse cinta..dn kwn hnye seorg tmn dn shbt..adakalanye seorg shabat blum tntu bleh jd seorg kkasih dn lbh beq remain kekal sbgai seorg sahabat.....”



At cnyh aq ad sdikit dialog antra dj hot fm nan pemanggil y mngulas tntg statement aq td...


Pemanggil : dy adlh kwn sy dn juga plihan kluarge..slps lbh krg 5 thn sy brkahwin dgn dy..lps 5 thn wu kmi brcerai...
Hot : adkh d sbbkn anda lbih slesa sbagai kwn beq sblm ny?pnce pnceraian wu?
Pemanggil : probably la..mse kte brkawan beq wu..dlm mse y sme suke wu..dn dlm mse y sme..kte konfiuz..
Hot : mknenye..lps 5 thn brkahwin dgn dy..adkh awk mnyesal skarang?
Pemanggil : sy ta mnyesal..sbb wu ktentuan..sy pasrah..redha..trime pe y ad...um..mcm sy ckp..ble sy plih dy sbb wu plihan owg tue..kte utamakn owg tue..y mne ble kte brkahwin wu..brkahwin dgn ksemuannye skaly..tp y ironiknye..ble sy..lps sy brcerai wu..staon ye..sy jumpe blek kkasih sy y no 1..
Hot : oh...so sweet..sy ske...
Pemanggil : tp sdikit tragis...dy ta brkahwin lg...dy trlalu mncintai sy..dy amek mse y lme tok bnikah nan sy..then..dy mninggal dunia...sy brkhwin dgn dy dlm 3 thn dn d kurniakn 2 ank llaki y cumel...jd bg sy..ta kesah ape un..kte kna wat smbhyang istigharah...dn kdg2 klau kte ikot hty wu kte mty...kdg2 org ckp kna dgr ckp owg tue..tp wu smua adlh ktntuan Allah Taala...wlau pape un kte wat..kte kna kmbly pd Allah..dn mintak ptunjuk dy..ape y kte lalui adlh ktntuan Dy..utk..kbhgiaan kte.......


January 06, 2012

eh..suke aq la...

               

            Hoi2...haha..da npe aq awi nyh?senget eah?haha..act..awi nyh aq kje dok bcakap aje..ntah da tbiat pe un aq ta taw..act..ptg td blik aq tkunci..so pe ag..blk pnaz la jd sasaran aq..hehe..dok blik pnaz ta salh aq kol 5 la kot..dok bbual punye bbual..psl pe taw ta?dok cte sal kwen la plak..haishh..blajo blum hbis da sbok sal kwen..haha..mntg2 bwu msok 2o thn..wlau un lom genap 20 thun wu..aishhh...bgn un mak kjot..law ta pai subuh..msk un krg msin la..krg mnis la..trlebih msin la..ad hty na pk sal kawin?hampeh la..calon un tade..haha..pe la aq nyh..tp ad la gk dok cte sal study k..after this na smbong pe..pning gk ble d pk2..yela..aq nyh da la pmalas..na lak amek kos y gmpak2 cm sains aktuari wu..ne ta swabot otk nyh..beq2 rmbot aq nyh gugur sket2 aje..jd twoz botak t bap gugur byk..haha..ad ke?mrepek...
              
               Alek blik lak..smbong lak mlepak nan roomte aq..dok bcakap byk ag..huishh..ta hbis2..haha..act..ta esa la kot..bio la aq byk bcakap..drpd aq tnjuk pe y ad at dlm aty aq nyh..bio dowank ta taw..ye..btol la..owg y byk bckap nyh sbb dy na ttp pe y dy ase at aty dy..dr law aq diam aje..pndm..then nangi..pe dpt?ad dy dtg at aq alek?haha...but act..mang tnggu dy ag..lntk la pe owg na ckp..ad aq kesah?haha...mud aq an tade la bpe bek sgt bbrape mnggu nyh..so acm law ad wat hal..nek mngamuk aq..haha..ad la sowank mmt nyh kna hentam nan aq...

Dy : mrajuk ke dgn sy..ta bls msj sy?
Aq : ad pe?jgn la kco owg..leh ta?
Dy : oh awk mrh sy knape?awk da smbong blik ke nan laky awk..klu sy ad sket an aty awk..sy mntk maap dgn awk..sbb awk y mrh2 sy k..
Aq : bleh jgn msj lg ta!cke aty la na wat pe un!plish k!enough!wu bkn mslah awk!owg ckp beq ta dngor..da la..bye!assalamualaikum...

             woi..ad ke aq na mwajuk nan laky y aq un ta taw asl usul dy..gle la weh laky nyh..da la mntk top up at aq..menci weh..plak wu sbok na ckp sal idop aq..dy spe?tlong la..ta ske owg y wat cm taw aje sal idop aq..tp act..aq da mrh2 dy cm wu ta sdp lak..t ms dy ckp aq nyh pmpuan pe ek..tp bio la..aq mang ta ske da lyn laky bkn2 ckunk..slah number ke pe ke..lntk la..aq da ta na jtoh2 aty..hty aq at sowank aje..tade mse da na crik len..bio la aq aje y taw sal idop aq..nan spe un aq na..jgn na kco2 idop aq k....!







January 04, 2012

balik...balik...balik...aishhhh


            Awi nyh nta npe bdn aq sket gle kot!dr twon bas pg td..myb bap bwk brg byk kot..haha..ta la byk sgt tp bap brt kot..um..act..da lme ta bwk brg sndry pg2 bute nyh..bse an aq twon ipoh..then dy anto aq pai uitm..umm...windu lak dy...hah..enough k!ckop2 la da mnangis ta blagu mlm td..twok!nseb tade owg nmpak hah...awi nyh pns gle kot!pg2 bute b4 sboh aq da andy..tghawi mnd lg..ptg andy ag..gle ah..nta npe cn tired gle n pnt gle kot!hah..mang gle jgk aq last2..haha..g klas un acm ta brmaye aje..nseb la klas byk an awi nyh...nan ad psrnye lg..sdap ah...act..aq na tobat alek diet smule..haha..law at uma..mkn ta ingt dunia..at snyh..tobat2 la..hehe..ble na cpai pe y ko na yna..ko nyh mang ta ckop motivasi un..haha..poyo..:p

                Da la bwu alek..ade lak assignmnt bwu msok..plak byk quiz mnggu nyh..nan mnggu dpn lak test sgale bgai..ase acm bwu aje msok u..nyh bln 3 da na final da..gle ta?heh..ne ta nyeq..dok pk sal cuty aje..tp bgos la..cpt2 aq bla dr uitm nyh..bgos3..hah..ta sbrnye!hehe..gdik an?act..nga dok pk na alek uma ta rye cine nyh..na sgt kot alek..but acm bazir lak an wet aq..da la hrge tiket nek..nya la..nan pnaz ajak aq g tmn dy g uma sarah..law uma k ag la..tp alek kmpg sarah upenye..hmpeh..segan la aq..lg la mst acam ta syok..aq na jnjln..hummmm...nta la..dilema tol..haha..bwu aje ta pai shary at perak nyh..dok sebok pk na alek jb ag..aish3..ape cer yana?haha..acam dak tewchik lak aq nyh tbe2..haha..

                Mlm nyh ta gety lak na stdy..twok kot..sok sdg an ad quiz an..heh..nta npe mud aq na stdy mkin mls..ape la ek..pe la dlm otk aq nyh pk sgt..mk ayh ckp..stdy dlu akak...ish..stdy la dlu yna..t jdoh wu akn dtg sndry at ko..jgn wiso..Allah ta kejam..Dy syg sume hmbanya..sabar la k..ssungguhnye Allah syg owg y sabar...stiap pe y jd..ad hikmahnye..tnggu n lihat aje...k..jgn la pning2 sgt otak wu pk bkn2...stdy2..wu y pnting..!haha..aq nyh cm ckp nan owg len..sdg an ckp nan dry sndry..bungek tol..hahaha...


                Yana windu eman sgt2!
                Yana syg eman sgt3!
                Alek la..yana still mnanty..stiap saat n stiap hmbus nafas....
                Maaf an sgale slah y lps sume..i still luv u..honestly...


January 03, 2012

alek uitm da.......



             Arghhhh!aq ta leh na trime ckunk nyh aq at dlm bas!y sempit lak wu..act..first tyme aq nek bas slaen ss kot!shamisha?omg...da la bwk gle laju kot!nan sitnye smpi..krs..sgt la ta slesa..um..alhamdulillah..drpd ta de bas..heh..taw un na bsyukur..pe la aq nyh..act..aq on da way alek perak nyh..sgt2 ta minat ok..aq ta na un alek u..lg la u aq nyh at perak..knape la?aq na cpt2 hbis dip then g dgree..da ta snggop da na dok perak y byk gle kngn nyh..trseksa gle jiwa aq nyh..ummm...

                Td aq pai larkin kol 8.30..awl la gk..ingt an na blnje fmly aq pizza an..crik2 car park..then amek no bas lg..nan lyn mk aq dok crik2 tdong..knonnye na bly..tp last2..huh..da agk da..haha..sbo aje...then mk aq un ckp ta yah la..bap mk an ayh aq kyg ag..aq un kyg ag..haha..sje2 jek un..ag un..da kol 9 mse wu..9.30 bas da na grak..tp ta un..grak kol 10..huh...aq juz bly ais krim at mcd y cair..sgt ta besh!aq ske mcd y at kota wu..dap..isi byk..suke3..heh..mam ais krim un ingt dy..bap dlu slalu dy bly an..umm...tape la..kngn...act mse mk aq da na tnggl aq bap na grak g kl..aq acm sday lak..npe ntah..ptotnye parents aq na anto pai perak tp aq y tamo..ase cm mnyusah an lak..tape la..t aje last sem..heh..wu y aq nek bs y bly tiket last2 minit..huh..

                Aq bngang aje na sowank mmt y msj aq nyh..gwam sgt..pe function dy msj aq?da la aq ta knl..tp cm mmkse aq msj dy..ape hal?so..ta psl2 kna sound nan aq..aq ckp aq ta leh na kwn nan dy..aq rimas dy msj byk2..aq ta leh na lyn laky..bap aq cm da trauma..twoz dy kte..npe?aq da ad suamy ke?..hadoi la..ape pnye ngek mmt nyh..ta an aq na ckp y aq ta leh na kwn nan dy bap aty aq nyh ad at owg len..t dy ckp aq pwasan lak..hah..tp swies weh..aq mang cm ta leh na lyn laky sgt..ag la ble aq taw laky wu ad aty at aq..cm akim wu..n pna ad aty at aq..cm jijul...amen lak..aq minat..tp tyme na msj or kol2 nan dy cm ta minat lak..ta leh na lyn..slalu aq y stop..jaat an?but man..nta..stkt nyh aq leh ag kwn nan dy la..tp law dy cm gtl2 ke..na mnje2 ke..aq twoz cm wt bodo..mang myb dy men2.tp ble awl nan men2 la akn jd swies..tamo la..aq na stia..tnggu dy..wlau bpe lme un..pai aty dy trbuka alek tok aq..aq sntiase bdoa..kowank doakn gk k..aminnn...

                Act..aq nangis ag at dlm bas td..awl2 jln aq da tachink..nta..ble tngok sit double at sblh aq..twoz aq tringt sy..mse nek bs sme2..first tyme kot!aq windu gle sume kngn nan dy..aq sgt2 windu at dy pai aq ase da ta mmpu na wat pape..aq cm na aje g jmpe dy..na aje mntk pijul no dy..na aje tegor dy at fb..tp aq tkot!aq tkot sgt3 law dy skit un ta pndg aq..aq tkot dy abai an aq..aq tkot dy ta trime aq..bap wu aq tnggu dy..bap ble dy dtg at aq..bmkne dy prlu an aq ag n dy windu aq..n mse wu jgk aq akn luah an sume at dy..y aq masih syg an dy..aq na idop nan dy..aq akn brubah..aq ta an jd cm dulu ag..aq akn syg dy cmne dy syg at aq..aq akn jge dy lbh dr dy jge aq..aq na sgt jd istri dy y sah..myb kowank ckp aq kolot ke..over ke..tp wu y aq na..aq syg sgt3 at dy..tlong la paham aq roh hasman...................klau la dy tahu.......



January 02, 2012

epi new year!!!


             Epi new year yo!huhu..awi nyh brmula la taon bru bg kalender china..law kelender islam..mse 27/11/2011..bsamaan nan bufday dy..hehe..act..mse date bkenaan aq da ad azam bru da tok taon baru islam..so taon bru nyh..aq just na twoz an nan azam aq wu..heh..aq na jd y lbh beq dr taon nyh..myb taon lps swies byk sgt bnda bru y blaku at aq.sme ad bnda beq or bnda bwok..sme ad bnda y epi or bnda2 y sday..swies byk sgt kngn mnis nan kngn pahit aq spnjang 2011..i miss 2011 sooo much..aq taan pna lpe pe y da pna blaku sumenye spnjg 2011..mne awlnye aq knl faiz,pkwe pk n the geng..then aq kapel lah nan eman..swies byk sgt kngn aq nan eman..y b4 nyh ta pna un aq wat..first tyme aq g shah alm sowank2..aq g ict..aq nek keta nan laky..jnjln pai mlm...first tyme aq nek moto nan laky..aq g ipoh sowank2..aq nek bs same2 nan laky pai jb dr ipoh..aq g open house uma kwn2 pkwe aq..pai lumut aq g..nek moto ujan2..mang gle lebat mse wu..dr ipoh pai lumut..mang byk lg la bnda first y aq wat nan dy y ta pna pkwe aq pna wat nan aq...
               
            First tyme jgk llaki na wat burfday suprise tok aq..aq dpt kek secret rcipe..aq dpt bunge..mawar hidup..aq dpt kardigen..aq dpt pashmina..aq dpt cincin..sume y aq na..aq da dpt dr dy..aq dlu brgn..aq tringin laky bwk aq g taman..then dy bg aq bunge mwar hidup..n at btg bunge wu ad cincin..n mse wu gk..laky wu nyanyi lgu tok aq..n dy da wat sume wu..dy da bg sgale pe y aq na..y aq tringin..jujur aq mngaku at snyh..firt tyme aq dpt pkwe y sgt2 caaring nan aq..y syg tol nan aq..y snggop jaoh2 dtg uitm jmpe aq..tiap mnggu..y snggup hntar aq nek bas pai jb..y snggop hbis wet n kredit tok aq..dlu dy pna ckp at aq..”syg ingt watpe sbg bg hdiah byk2 tok syg..abg hbis wet sne snyh..sume wu..abg bkn na ungkit..abg wat sume wu sbb abg syg sgt3 at syg..law bap abg sje2..mang abg bodo la..mmbazir gle taw ta?...”..aq rse stiap ksih syg dy..tp aq ta taw at mne silapnye hbgn ktowank..klau myb aq ta bg dy ckop ksih syg..tp aq da ckop byk bg ksetiaan aq at dy...aq ta pna stia nan laky cne aq stia nan dy..mang aq gtl..pntg nmpak laky ensem..tp aq juz mnt aje..tp bkn swies un ske..
               
             Stiap mse aq tringt an dy aje..stiap pe y aq wat..pai td..aq tringt mse awl2 aq nan dy..mne aje dy pg..mst dy msj aq..mst dy kol aq..wlau un ktowank jaoh..tp ase alwys acam dkt..cm dy ad jek at sblah aq..pai tgn nyh ta leh lps nan enset..tp ckunk?sume da ta cm dlu..enset bkn lg pnman aq cm dlu..ble aq nek laky nek moto..aq mst tringat dy..lg2 lau owg wu kai helmet y jnis cm dy..nan bdn y lbh krg dy..ya Allah.tuhan aje y tahu pwasaan aq mse wu..windu sgt!ble aq tgok kapel..ag hty aq trusik..pdih sgt...pai ase jeles sgt tgok dowank..bap aq tringt aje mse2 aq nan dy..sweet kapel..title ktowank pnye hbgn..
               
             Aq btol2 syg dy n ikhlas syg an dy..dy ta nmpk ke?aq ta rety tnjok..swies..aq ego..aq degil..!yana..plish bwubah..ko na ke jd andartu?ta na an..ko na jd bini roh hasman an?ko kna bwubah yna..dy na ke nan ko law ko pwangai twok cm dlu?..aq swies kliru na watpe ckunk..man kte..ckunk laky ag cket dr pmpuan..so pmpuan y kna crik laky..tp aq malu..law aq g at dy tp dy ta na?cne?tp aq syg dy..stu jek hrpn aq..spye Allah berkati stiap pe y aq lakukan..aq hrp kptsn aq tok tnggu roh hasman pai hty dy lmbut tok kmbly at aq laky adlh kptsn y btol..aq hrpn Allah redhai n brkati pe y aq lakukan nyh..aminnnnn....aq hope ad jdoh antara aq nan roh hasman supeya kmi dpt hidup sbagai suamy istri d dunia hingga ke akhirat..aminnn....




January 01, 2012

sow la ek fwen.....

            awi nyh wa kje..waduh2..gle pnt kot..wu un kje bap macik myra y soh tlong..dek krane kwn pnye hal...aq ta esa la..tlong laa..law ta..tadenye aq ingin..mls kot!huhu...leh lak awi nyh adeq si alap ping kje at kadi cik suri..muke da la len gle nan alpa..fizikal dy mang 100% lah len..haha..soe la lap ek..ngutuk ko lak..tp tol la..hehe..adeq dy kuwoz..tinggi..mke sweet gle..sek snyum aje..haha..tp bbrape kly pndg ad la mke alap..tp law skaly pndg,mang la ta cme lgsong!haha...

            act..nothink special la happen awi nyh..hah..cme kaki aq aje tbe2 trsliuh..ta taw la npe..aq un uwot2 aje la slow2..heh..tp still sket..strt ase mse na ikot myra amek adeq dy..huh..b4 alek kje wu aq wat kje amal lak tlong brsih an blik stor la jgk lbh krg at kdai wu..da la byk gle lipas..gle lah...geli aq kot!iyakkk...pai nek kte lipas wu ikot ktowank..huh..menci3..hah..

            ptg td jijul myb fwen kol..aq ingt an npe..windu aq ke..haha..dy kol na ajq aq kuo sok..aq cm..omg..cne ek?aq bkn tamo kuo nan dy..tp mk aq da ta ksi aq kuo nan laky da..ag un..jijul wu pna usha aq dlu..mk aq ta na la aq sday ag myb..um..n lg stu..dy pkwe owg..aq ta leh la..wlau un dy kte aweq dy ta esa n ksi dy kuo nan aq..tp aq cm ta leh..aq dok byg pe pwasaan aweq dy..bap aq pna ase..tp aq dr dlu mang ta ske kco pkwe owg..even wu kwn beq aq un..wu kdg2 aq plek cne ad gurl len kco pkwe owg..wlau un dy taw aweq laky wu ta esa..tp pna ke dy pk aweq laky wu ase law dy wu d tmpt aweq pmpuan wu..hah..aq ta pna lak kco pkwe owg..tp aq pk tpe owg pai aty kco pkwe aq..?npe karma blaku at aq sdg an aq ta pna un wat?umm...tape la..


             an cm bse..aq always windu dy..windu sgt..awi2 aq mst bkk fb dy bap na taw cte dy..tp dy ta pna un updte..myb ad owg kte..buang mse jek aq pk dy..tp dy ad pk aq ke?aq mang ta mmpu tok wat pape..tp aq juz mmpu tok doa aje..bio la dy reda dlu..aq taw dy mst tamo aq kco dy ag..t lau ad jdoh..dtg la kot dy at aq..aminnnn.....aq still tnggu dy n syg....lau dy dtg alek..aq akn trime dy ag....